It was a bright sunny glorious day; I drove along the road, listened and sang along with “My” music (I’m the only one who looks like it, but this is another story), and the number plates began to talk with me in a furious and fast way. You see my angels and guides talking to me by letters and numbers on license plates. It began a long time ago and has increased in the last 5 years. The more I listen / see and act, the louder and more accurate their messages. On that sunny day, my guides voraciously spoke to me about my health and well-being. Numbers, letters, sayings rushed at me left and right. I even said out loud ... Whoa Nelly, you guys are crazy today. On the plate that really caught my attention was the one that said “IM DOC”. I understand that this is a doctor of internal affairs. My first scary thought was AH OH, I'm sick, but I quickly dismissed that thought. I will try now to describe the beautiful stream of consciousness that came from this disc. The understanding and knowledge that was conveyed to me through this conversation with my guides.
The internal medicine physician I called for contact was not “Dr. Normal,” MD, specializing in internal medicine. I was called to return to my Inner Doctor, the presence that resides in my heart, the director of my truth and my health and well-being. I was sent to my "Inner Shaman". In this space resides the splendor of my being, the ancient wisdom and coding of my perfection, the answer to all my external troubles. You see, I learned that the external is just a complex illusion, sometimes an ugly story created by a false self (parasite, ego). Even pain, illness, or discomfort that can permeate my earthly body is an illusion. I know, I know that this does not seem to be an illusion, but this is just another way to distract me from my true self.
When I do a weekly or even better daily meeting with my Inner Doctor, I return to my perfection. When I release and turn my life into pure love that is in this space, the fear and pain of this illusion begins to dissipate. By creating a more conscious presence in my daily life, I heal my external illusion. I do this through a practice called a liaison with your Inner Shaman, as José Louis Stevens and other shaman practitioners taught.
A few years ago I was given a difficult message that I should “heal a healer”. I did not understand what I had to do, whom I had to heal, and, finally, how should I heal them? On this day I saw this message in a new light. "IM DOC" was also equal to I Am Doc. When I opened my practice of restorative healing, I became a healer. Now I know that it is in my power to heal myself and facilitate healing for others. I chose myself to educate and train in Reconnective Healing, energy health care, which makes it easy to re-connect to our innate ability to heal ourselves. Due to the fact that my Internal Doctor taught me to heal myself, I can surpass the archetype of a wounded healer of alternative medicine or the divine complex of traditional medicine. I can separate myself from those who fall victim to behaviors and teachings that are self-deprecating and powerless. I can truly sympathize with those who have been blinded by outdated teachings that tell them that they are not worthy. Self-healing is personal accountability, this knowledge, possession, and allowing our inner healer to transcend, transmute, and transform our self-limiting beliefs.
I'm stuck in a chord, you wonder if this can be true? I know that my interactions with the Internal Healer helped me to better perceive, receive, interpret and work with the synchronicities, symbols, dreams and signs that my guides give me. These interactions led me to other healers, to doctors, to natural remedies, to conversations and to nature, which all healed well. It is thanks to this inner walk that I am on my evolutionary journey, my path to my totality. In this journey, I discovered our unity, our connection with everything in creation. I am the source of My unity. I am you, and you are me.
Application:
When I was finishing the final touches of this play, one of my favorite people called me to tell me that her loved one was simply diagnosed with metastatic cancer. My first ego answer was that I could not continue this article. Wouldn't it be disrespectful for those who swing with the prospects of this diagnosis? Therefore, I sat quietly and was attached to my heart, to my inner knowledge. The story remains true. This close person is currently out of balance with his inner perfection. Something in his life created the illusion of cancer. Even if I were diagnosed tomorrow with a fatal outcome, and then he died from this condition, it would still be an illusion. We are perfect; we are created in the image of our Source. In my transition, which will be remembered when I join the perfectly balanced energy of unity. To those who are in pain today, I send you love, I send you peace, and I embrace you with the brilliant illuminating love of our creator. Remember who you are. Remember your connection with perfection. You are the embodiment of love, and you are loved.
